I am beginning to wonder if DS will ever do certain things? He is such a bright baby, but so lazy. He won't eat table food. Won't hold his bottle well. Absolutely won't try to feed himself, not that I have tried really hard either. I was told last night that I have to try really hard to get him to crawl and not go straight to walking. Something about research showing that kids who don't crawl have trouble reading? I don't know if I believe that ....thanks lady. Give me something else to worry about why don't ya!

His surgery is a week from Monday. I am really starting to get freaked out about it. I try not to think about it too much, but I am scared. I know that he will be fine, but they are still operating on my baby. Please keep him in your prayers! We go for one last check-up on Valentine's Day. I am hoping his surgery is first thing on the 20th...or they will see true evil.. LOL
DH, the kids, and I went to Wednesday night dinner at church last night. We fed DS so that we wouldn't have to mess with him throwing a fit in front of everyone. Good thing we did because dinner didn't start until almost 6:30! DD did ok for having to wait so late. But I probably walked two miles trying to keep her occupied. She is doing pretty good with the pacifier weaning too. The only time she got it all day was at bed time. She had a melt down towards the end of dinner. She wanted more cake (mental note~ remove all traces of cake/dessert from the table prior to sitting her down next time!) and we wouldn't let her. Both kids were tired too since it was almost 7 by that time. DH ended up giving her a spanking and she was sobbing and asking for me and diddy (the pacifier) the whole way home. My poor baby! I know that she has to learn but it kills me when she does that sob/can't breathe thing. Sometimes I think that DH is too hard on her but I know that he just wants to teach her the right way to behave. It is hard to keep our cool when she is a writhing, screaming crazy girl. Gotta love her though. Nothing beats when she wraps those little arms around your neck and say "wuv you momma!".

It snowed a little this morning. First snow that DD has seen where she could comprehend it. At first she wasn't impressed, but once we got to daycare she was throwing a fit to watch it. She kept saying "It's nowing mommy!" She left to watch it out the back window. Yesterday she did one of those things that make me never want to let her go. Those of you who are Mommy's understand.Usually I can't say goodbye when I leave her at daycare or she will throw a fit and cry. Well right as I was walking out the door, she runs up to me, gives me a big hug and kiss and tells me bye. I wanted to cry and stay there all day. Sometimes she can be so sweet.

I seriously doubt that there is anything wrong with DS. But when will he hug me? Kiss me? I don't remember everything taking so long with DD. Maybe it's just that I am too busy to really spend the time with him? Guilty Mommy syndrome?

Well, gotta go. Later!