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Name: Elleoz

From: Fort Mill, South Carolina, United States

I am 32 years old and have been married for 6 years. I had two children under 2 (hence the blog name), but now they are actually 3 and 2. Maybe it is time to change the blog name? Drama Queen is 3 and Wildman is 2 (15 months apart to be exact). I have a Bachelor's Degree on Criminal Justice from Applachian State University (Go Apps!) and have been at my current place of employment for going on 7 years.

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    Tuesday, August 29, 2006
    So Much It Hurts
    Sorry I have been MIA for awhile. Between getting ready to leave for my vacation and missing Drama Queen I have been busy as a little bee.

    Speaking of...I have been trying to keep myself as busy as possible so that the time away from DQ will go faster. Up until last night I thought I was doing pretty good. I had shed a few tears here and there, but for the most part I was enjoying the time with Wild Man and having a somewhat quieter house.

    But that all changed last night for some reason. What prompted it I am not absolutely sure, but all I know is that I miss my little girl so much now that it physically hurts. All I want to do is cry. I want to leave RIGHT NOW to go see her. But I still have 2 more days. Last night I didn't get to say more than two words to her. I think that was the breaking point.

    She was tired and in a foul mood. I can tell that the novelty of "camping with maw-maw and pop-pop" is wearing off for her. I can tell she is tired. I can tell she wants her Mommy and Daddy. I know that Mommy wants her. But how do you make a two year old understand just a few more days? I'm just ready to get there already.

    It doesn't help that if it wasn't for this stupid meeting that I have Thursday afternoon, that we could be on the road tomorrow night. But I have to be here for it. I keep telling myself that. But I am very sad and nothing is going to change that.

    Oh, and I have to add that Alpha Male is an insensitive boob! Last night I came to bed crying. All I wanted to do is be held and comforted for a little while without having to "instruct" him to do so. This all translated to him that I wanted a little action. So here he is rubbing and molesting me all the while I have tears running down my cheeks and I am holding back to sobs that I fee.l. The last thing on my mind was sex. And then he gets all mad about it. Men are so freaking clueless sometimes. I am dreading going home. Maybe I'll just cook dinner and go to bed. Fake a migrane of something?

    Anyway, tomorrow is Wildman's eye appointment. Keep your fingers crossed that we don't have to patch anymore. He and I are both sick to death of it.

      posted at 8/29/2006 04:06:00 PM

    At Wednesday, August 30, 2006 8:19:00 AM, Blogger CPA Mom said...

    Elleoz: I'm sorry you are going through this. I remember leaving my Tigger when I went on vacation. It does physically hurt. You will live through it though. And AM, I so understand. SEX seems to always been on my husband's mind too. I don't wish that away but I do with I had it on my mind MORE. But really, sometimes, you just need to be held. Why dont' they get that???

    At Monday, September 11, 2006 9:15:00 AM, Blogger Undercover Angel said...

    I'm sorry that you are going through so much right now. I'm assuming that your daughter is home with you by now. I haven't seen you around for awhile, and hope you are doing okay... I will keep you and your family in my thoughts...


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