Thursday, December 21, 2006
I'm A Sucker
I have been IM'ing with my my cousin. She is basically begging me to come for Christmas. As much as my gut is telling me to run away in the opposite direction as fast as I can,I so want to be there. I miss them and I want us to be a family again. They are all the family I have. Why does this have to be so hard? Why can't she just love me for who I am? I mean damn, I have made a life for myself. I support myself and haven't had to ask for anything in years. I am proud of my accomplishments. Why can't she be?
This just sucks!
This just sucks!
1 Comments:
Ouch, I know that feeling:( Just remember, as much as it hurts to not be accepted - what really matters in the end is who you are to those you are responsible for:) Decide who's opinion is the most important, and then do what's best for them:)
not that that makes it any more fun of course.
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